as i look back along the almost 75 years in this present physical vehicle, what shows up is that i have come a very long way from where i started out, having landed in a strange location, alien to my soul, in a culture which I perceived as totally upside down. and so I set out on a winding path of confusion & conflict, meandering through multiple inner & outer landscapes, exploring many an inviting door & back out to the next adventure, ever on a quest for “my tribe”.
I actively explored & had myself trained in the fields of education, the arts & eventually the Healing Arts… which led me to seek out my own healing journey away from the programing of the “culture” I had landed in…. and so, always daring to follow my hearts callings i arrived in an ancient tribe of my soul in Westafrica, attempted to settle but then life tore me away – to another ancient tribe of my soul – Egypt, called me to Thebes, the city of 1000 palaces on the Nile (Luxor). here, too, i received much nurturing to my soul, as also in Mexico & in India… and then in my last 3 years of living in Bedouin land in the heart of crystalline Sinai mountain desert greatly supported me in creating sound coherence within me, where all the joys, challenges, insights & teachings of all my journeys came together into profound peace, joy, freedom & clarity about WHO I AM! it feels like i have arrived (if that is ever possible..
so : what do i desire to live in the coming 75 years??? I baptise this dream of my soul “Atartum” & present it to you, dear reader, here, in order to wet your appetite to join me in a life of “heaven on earth”, “Atartum”, translated from ancient Atlantean lore…
there is so much more that I could share about my life journey. i felt a stranger in post war German culture that I had born myself into,– but in my life with the Yoruba people in a traditional village in Nigeria, West Africa, I felt completely at home, felt I belong & was seen, respected & honoured, as also in Egypt among some older village people…
I struggled hard to find my place in German society – without success. thus my life turned out to be driven by constant change in all aspects of it… i was searching for fulfilment, for peace, seeking truth, seeking my own Self, seeking to heal… & in these I succeeded.
From the present point of clarity I am now devoted to Love, Joy, Peace, Truth as i`ve come to clear my field in decades of introspection, through spiritual studies & practises & am prepared to share of my Self in a voluntary communal life – re-connecting with ALL of life:
the mystery of a Divine Intelligent Force all around & inside us, the immaculate school of Mother Nature, the depth in connecting in all our human relations – in short, the original purpose of this wondrous human existence on Gaia, as a part of an unfathomable Universe that we belong to… all rooted in the depth of our connection to our own inner Truth…
May I live & be lived for the benefit of all beings!